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November 28, 2007
| Cancer Be Damned (A Prayer) | Views: 218 |
Lord help me
I feel dead inside
Fatigue plagues me constantly
I can no longer feel anything
I’m too tired to cry
Too tired to feel fear or pain
My body is weakened, sickened from the deadly chemicals
It’s a never ending cycle of torture
I go in to the hospital for chemo
I spend the next three weeks in torment
My beautiful hair falling out
I’m drenched in my sweat
Chilled to the bone
And laying on the floor by the toilet
And then it’s time again for the next round of suffering
When will this end?
When will this stop?
Please help me beat this
My husband, my children
They need me, they need me to be here
I’m not ready to die
Give me strength to beat this vermin
This invader that is intent on destroying me
This is not MY cancer
I will never say it’s MY cancer
This is an insidious invader
I never gave it permission to wreak havoc on my body
I never told it to fester, multiple and destroy
Yes, I will beat this
I will win this battle
I will conquer it
I will survive it
Cancer be damned!
CANCER BE DAMNED!
02.08.08 - 
Juliette Randall 
Cameron Bethuram 
MO 
Thanks for your support -
I like that!
like it so much :)
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Love the pray and it is so true, I needed to read this been having pretty bad days this week sometimes I just feel like giving up. But I keep plugging along. I had one of my coworkers take advantage of my illness to gain more hours for her self when I was unable to work today and I wanted to switch Sunday for Tues and the only way she would work for me today is if she could still have tues. So you see receiving your prayer helped alto thank you
Cheryl